On Moving On
How would you feel if he has found new love? Of course, be happy about his rediscovery of "life", so to speak. At least you know he's doing fine, and just happy, even without you. Right. Kaplastikan. Shempre iyakan na 'to! Bat nga ba ganun ang feeling? Is it the idea of him getting over such a wonderful person that you are (gaya ng sabi ni Grace, "being self-absorbed")? Is it insecurity because he has found someone that you're not? My id seems to retaliate: "Hindi ka magiging maligaya kasi may pinaiyak ka". My superego naman: "Hayaan mo na. You reap what you sow naman, dba?" Heck, parang ganun din yun dba? Nagpapakabait lang talaga itong si superego. Kaya etong ego ko, uhm...ano nga ba? Lagi ka na lang fulcrum. Kunsabagay, trabaho mo yan. Gudlak, 'ika nga. *wink*
Hmp, ano bang kadramahan ito? Pambihira, nasisira image ko dito eh! Suck it up!! Oo, mahirap yun alam ko. But y'know, if you have to be ugly yesterday and today (iyakan blues hanggang mamaga ang mga mata and all the face-saving that you do just to get rid of the feeling of hot flashes on your cheeks, makes you wanna pop out of the scene like a thin film of bubble) just to be beautiful tomorrow, MAGPAKAPANGIT KA NA 'NO! I'm sure it'll be worth it. I'm sure.
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kung ano man yan, kakayanin mo yan... give it time...
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