I rant and rave...who cares? 

                           

<body>

2 Corinthians 4:7-9 "But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed."
dzaymee         


social life

   blue eyed punk
   everyday is a blessing
   toilet theater
   psychotic episodes
   fake remedy
   superfluous banter
   the importance of being idle
   filter paper
   masquerade
   i am an earthen vessel
   i love jordi!
   friendster
   myspace
   my playmate
   think rich, look poor
   my source
   tiger power
   santino!
   where's andrae?
   nick verreos


archive                 
  • October 2004
  • November 2004
  • December 2004
  • January 2005
  • February 2005
  • March 2005
  • April 2005
  • May 2005
  • June 2005
  • July 2005
  • August 2005
  • September 2005
  • October 2005
  • November 2005
  • February 2006
  • June 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007


  • spill your beans! 
        
            

        



     

     

     


    <$MTEntryDate format="%B %e, %Y">
      

    Sunday, April 24, 2005

    On Moving On

    It's nice to bump into some jerk you met at the past, look at him check you out, flip your hair and then turn your back. Just like that. Redemption...yeah, baby!

    How would you feel if he has found new love? Of course, be happy about his rediscovery of "life", so to speak. At least you know he's doing fine, and just happy, even without you. Right. Kaplastikan. Shempre iyakan na 'to! Bat nga ba ganun ang feeling? Is it the idea of him getting over such a wonderful person that you are (gaya ng sabi ni Grace, "being self-absorbed")? Is it insecurity because he has found someone that you're not? My id seems to retaliate: "Hindi ka magiging maligaya kasi may pinaiyak ka". My superego naman: "Hayaan mo na. You reap what you sow naman, dba?" Heck, parang ganun din yun dba? Nagpapakabait lang talaga itong si superego. Kaya etong ego ko, uhm...ano nga ba? Lagi ka na lang fulcrum. Kunsabagay, trabaho mo yan. Gudlak, 'ika nga. *wink*

    Hmp, ano bang kadramahan ito? Pambihira, nasisira image ko dito eh! Suck it up!! Oo, mahirap yun alam ko. But y'know, if you have to be ugly yesterday and today (iyakan blues hanggang mamaga ang mga mata and all the face-saving that you do just to get rid of the feeling of hot flashes on your cheeks, makes you wanna pop out of the scene like a thin film of bubble) just to be beautiful tomorrow, MAGPAKAPANGIT KA NA 'NO! I'm sure it'll be worth it. I'm sure.

    1 Comments:

    Anonymous Anonymous said...

    kung ano man yan, kakayanin mo yan... give it time...

    4:30 PM  

    Post a Comment

    << Home



     ♥