On Hi's and Hello's

Honestly, I don't like bumping into people into places. Definition of "people": persons from your past life who are not really very close to you. In short, just plain acquaintances. I don't like the idea just because I can't decide whether or not to greet that person. And I would really be glad if that person made the first move. Coz it's just not me...if y'know what I mean.

A few weeks ago, I bumped into "somebody's" sister at the mall. Luckily, she said hi first. And I appreciate it a lot not only because she made the first move but also because it was a very warm greeting. It's like hearing her say, "Come here, I could give you a hug". And just yesterday, "somebody" finally greeted me. We haven't been talking like adults since 3 years ago and I couldn't really figure out why. And I also appreciate the fact that he greeted me first. I have been subconsciously, intentionally (?) ignoring this person just because he wouldn't break the wall that has grown between us. We would find ourselves staring at each other and pretending to be looking far away. Or even sit next to each other but refuse to utter a single word. It is weird to even listen to him speak to me. I don't really mind. I have no issues or baggages with me. I just wish we could have exerted more effort to be friends again. Coz if I were okay with that person, I'd really love to say "Hi".

"Nabubulag ka na, hindi mo na ako nakikita"