Recycled Thoughts-Part 2

OPRAH WINFREY SHOW

I'm an Oprah addict. She has featured a lot of really good episodes that will forever be in my memory...ah, she just has the best talk show ever! Haha. =) I like the episode where they featured a family from New Jersey who flew all the way to Kenya, Africa to live and learn the manyatta's (village) lifestyle. It was sort of a challenge from the National Geographic Channel. I really loooove that episode!! It made me cry. ;p~ The episode also showed Angelina Jolie as UN's goodwill ambassador to Tanzania. Africa is really my dream destination. I feel like, as a person, God can equip me "maximally" there! Heehee. I'd like to be a goodwill ambassador too someday. I'm going to be a doctor. No, I'm going to be a good doctor. No, I'm going to be a good missionary doctor. No, I'm going to be a good missionary doctor and a goodwill ambassador to Africa!!! Haha. I hope some UN agents could read this post and hire me ASAP. *lol* But really, I'm dead serious about this...

DILEMMA
Have you ever had a dilemma wherein you don't feel like doing something but you're obliged to do it anyway and even if you had a choice, you just find it hard to say "no" because you know in your heart that is something for good cause?? Well, that's where I'm in right now. And heck, I'm feeling how hard it is to be human. I wish I were a fish....or something. ;p~ So then I won't have to talk, cry or even fall in love. ;p~
I'm finding it really hard to say "no" especially if my "no" means "I'm only thinking of myself and what's comfortable for me". Of course, you have a hint of what I mean right?! Well anyway...